i must say, however, that i. do. feel. so. much. better. these. days.
i hit 13 weeks and immediately started feeling as normal as i can at this point. it was amazing. the energy isn't quite there, but that's to be expected. the motivation is slowly making a comeback. my camera is m.i.a. actually, i know where she is, but she has decided that she doesn't like the batteries that i've chosen for her, so she's on strike. and my lazy self just needs to get up and fix her. somehow. maybe then i can take pictures of karsyn for the first time in a month. or i could just bring her to sweet d.n. for some fun photos. hmm ...
we are alive though. my favorite man is starting back to work and my title of coach's widow is coming back to life once again. i don't think it'll be as hard this year since i know what to expect, but at the same time i know it'll be hard because i'm pregnant this time with a toddler on the lose. i'm hoping for our mother's day out program to come through for me so i have some sanity at least two days a week.
karsyn is potty training. kinda. she is starting to put words together and thinks she's the best thing since sliced bread. she knows she's cute and that makes her oh-so-BAD. she's quite entertaining though and growing up too fast.
hopefully i'll post some pictures in the next few days if i make myself take some. i'm trying to catch up from a month of couch duty. prescribed by me.