. 10 on tuesday .

here are 10 random things you may (or may not) need to know about me ...

10.  i am now apologizing to my mother for being the way i was when i was younger.  don't get me wrong, i was not a bad kid.  i did not act out.  i did not misbehave.  i was shy.  extremely shy and refused to talk to people.  and sweet baby is the same way and karsyn can be sometimes.  it drives me crazy, therefore leads me to apologize to my sweet mother.

9.  i get excited about change and embrace it wholeheartedly, but i love routine as well.  we have our daily routine.  our nighttime routine.  the things i like to change are physical things.  decor.  pictures.  dishes.  bedsheets.  furniture arrangement.  layouts. 

8.  i wish i were a more outgoing person.  i wish i had the courage to invite people to my house and have parties and get-togethers.  sweet baby's party is here this weekend and that's over-the-top for me.  it makes me nervous.  stresses me out, but i'm excited at the same time.

7.  in my fantasy world, i clip coupons, meal plan, and make amazing dinners for my family every single day.  i have a freezer full of meals ready to be eaten in case i don't feel like cooking.  we eat healthy, fresh, organic meals.  in my fantasy world. 

6.  although my oldest child thinks that she needs a baby brother, OUR plans are to not have another child.  we are content and extremely thankful for the 2 healthy children we have.  obviously God may have other plans for our family, but the ruling at this moment in time is that we will remain a family of 4.

5.  when i invision the end result of something, whether it be a project i'm working on, a picture i'm taking, a blog post i'm writing, or even a new purse i'm on the market for ... if it is not exactly what i had in mind, i will keep on until it is.  for example, the boards i painted and screwed to the wall the other day to hang the kids artwork?  the color isn't what i imagined and the clothes pins definitely aren't what i wanted.  so they will come back down and be transformed into the image i had planned for them as soon as i find the perfect color and those silly silver bulldog clips that i can't seem to find anywhere.

4.  i have to have "me" time or my world crumbles. 

3.  i have not had a pedicure in 6 months and my toes are hating me for that.

2.  i will be 29 years old this month.  i still can't wrap my mind around that.  how did i get to be that old?  i'm not flustered, sad, anxious, or anything else about turning 29, i just simply can't fathom me being that old.

1.  i am the most indecisive person ever.  it took me a day to finish this list b/c i couldn't decide what 10 things to include (and they aren't even the best).  seriously.  i've lived in this house for 6 months and am just now decorating b/c i can't decide what i want and where i want it.  it even took me 10 minutes last night to decide what time to meet a friend at hobby lobby.  indecisive should be my middle name.